pictographs

Thu, 10 Dec 2009 03:06:06 GMT

Portishead - "chase the tear" specially made for international human rights day. 12/10

however, "the rip" is still my all time favorite

also.... The Magnetic Fields new album "Realism" comes out 1/26/2010

Sat, 28 Nov 2009 17:12:09 GMT

some mornings are just so filled with love that even my 7 year old notices.

"mom, today feels just like a great movie, come dance with me!"

whatever

Sat, 21 Nov 2009 04:55:52 GMT

dance

Sat, 21 Nov 2009 04:02:50 GMT

Tue, 17 Nov 2009 03:43:29 GMT

now that i have a laptop that can actually support netflix's instant play. i have become an addict. and because of this i am very tempted to buy the $80.00 gizmo that will allow me to watch instant movies on my tv. i may have to buy another tv. oh yeah i am living the american dream. guess what... my boyfriend loves football, too.

second grade photo

Tue, 17 Nov 2009 01:28:06 GMT

my stoopid butt can't find his 1st grade photo. :/ grrr

Mon, 02 Nov 2009 21:09:09 GMT

i think i am about to start freaking out screaming and crying.
zeke has gotten into trouble at school twice in the last week. both times being on the playground. today after he was bad, he started throwing up. the principal realized that it was most likely zeke's nerves, than him actually being sick. my son is a sensitive boy. however, he never flippin' talks to us. i left work to go pick him up and spoke with his teacher. i found out that his one and only friend Alena, has moved. which killed me. i remember being his age, and not having friends. i would get picked on all the time. i wasn't pretty like the other girls, i didn't have the nice clothes. i preferred to read books, than play jump rope. zeke however likes to have friends... and now he has to make new friends... which he is terrible at. he is terrible at it because he likes to be so completely and utterly bossy, and when he doesn't get his way he gets frustrated and calls peoples names and/or gets physical. i want to believe that because of how different zeke is, and how often he gets picked on, that this is why he won't listen to me and won't improve his behavior. but then i think i am searching for an excuse.

i wish i could quit my job and stay home more to take care of him, and get him to a counselor to find out why he isn't talking to us, why he's begun lying so much, why he won't listen... if he was 12 or 13 i would say some of this is normal, but he is 7... i'm just so confused.

Thu, 29 Oct 2009 00:55:07 GMT

found out tonight that my grandpa is in the hospital has been having chest pains, and has internal bleeding from an unknown source. he has already been given a pint of blood, and they are planning on giving him another pint, and his blood pressure is very high.

and work was stressing me out. meh. blah. meh.

then i found out that most everyone failed the mid-term in family law, i didn't go last week because i had bronchitis.

this is not so good times... but definitely not as bad as last year.

i can see the light at the end of the tunnel... i can... school will soon not be running my life.

Wed, 28 Oct 2009 00:31:08 GMT

okay work seems to be stressing me out. and i am forgetting how to breathe and calm down. any of you have some great strategies i should be utilizing to remind myself, that this is all just a job?

thanks

Mon, 19 Oct 2009 04:06:03 GMT

Mon, 19 Oct 2009 04:04:04 GMT

hehehe... also i'm really excited, i'm going to be in california in march. sacramento and bay area vicinity, specifically. i bought the tickets in august. for $811.00 for kent, zeke and i. the price now is up to $1300.00, planning ahead is sometimes worth it.

Mon, 19 Oct 2009 03:59:19 GMT

movie suggestion: "Cashback"

there is a little more female nudity than i normally watch but it's really good.
just thought i'd put it out there.

dreaming

Thu, 15 Oct 2009 02:13:57 GMT

Wed, 14 Oct 2009 03:14:31 GMT

this is one of my favorites. i have never seen a tree try to engulf a sign before.

Tue, 13 Oct 2009 01:31:24 GMT

Brown County

Sun, 11 Oct 2009 15:48:53 GMT

the boys and i went to brown county yesterday. I'm going to try to start posting daily photo's here with more frequency again. to give myself some adjusting time, i'll be posting one photo a day, doesn't necessarily mean i took the photo that day.

family photo day

Thu, 23 Jul 2009 23:21:14 GMT

photo's by zeke and i

curious curio

Thu, 23 Jul 2009 01:36:44 GMT

so... kent, zeke, and i are all moved in... and i almost have the place set up to my liking. i've gotten really in to have glass bottles/vases... so here are some pics of my two main bookshelves... in different lighting. also, my apartment building was built in the 1960's, so it is rather old... and for some reason when they built it, they decided to have built-in curio cabinets... at least i think that is what it would be called. it works for extra storage, of even more books... and i hope soon to get some board games.

and then... the curious curio

i'm really enjoying my new home.... i'll post some more photo's soon...
i'm excited, i found my camera battery charger during the move!!! wee!!!

oh and please!!!

Fri, 12 Jun 2009 23:08:55 GMT

i need some new music suggestions to check out... i'm so out of it with moving, having been in class... and not working at a record store anymore. that i suck big fat donkey stuff'us

so please music suggestions!!!!

i went to marenga caves with zeke a few weeks back

Mon, 01 Jun 2009 01:23:06 GMT

i think zeke looks so old in that photo. i don't know if it is because he is winking or the light possibly? but i feel like he looks 8 or 9, instead of 6... my baby is getting old.

and a couple other random photo's to show that i'm alive

wee!! to gratuitous photo's!!

Wed, 18 Feb 2009 01:48:37 GMT

today, i am feeling somewhat old. one of my best girlfriends just got engaged.

open house

Sat, 31 Jan 2009 23:00:40 GMT

i got on photobucket today for the first time in what seems like forever, to upload a video i had taken, unfortunately though the max limit is 100MB, and the video is 102MB.

but i did find a photo that i had totally randomly took drunkly in san francisco and loved at the time and feel like sharing now. accidents can be beautiful.

kitchen

family room

and my new bathroom (i like monkeys)

oh and yeah... my monkey boy...

he is really into star wars now, and is still missing one of his front teeth.
things with me are going well... now if only i could get my boyfriend to let me take more photo's of him... hmmm...

poor mcquat, once proud and tall

Mon, 22 Dec 2008 03:06:44 GMT

downtown indy

this is love...

Mon, 01 Dec 2008 02:09:59 GMT

reminiscing about seattle

Wed, 26 Nov 2008 01:18:03 GMT

wishing i could ride on escalators in the scariest bestest library ever!